I thought it was time to begin again…
“It’s interesting, isn’t it, to watch this character attempting to reconstruct herself, quite literally, in the midst of this chaos?”
Liz Kay, Monsters
I started this blog in 2011, and it was fun, and it was my space, and I loved it but then life happened. When “Life; the ugly, real, teary, snot running down your nose, what the hell am I going to do next” part of it hits you, you have a choice, do I keep building or in the case of a true self sabotager, do I destroy in retaliation because life. I love doing and making stuff even if its for me alone to see, so I chose the latter, I chose to kill everything and live in a dead space, no life space, reality space. Sometimes reality kills the dream especially when you don’t use it to fuel you. Unnecessary, drawn out mumbling aside, I admit I quit, but now I’m starting again and that’s what matters, the picking back up.