Warmth on a cold day.
This day was the warmest day of winter and almost had me fooled that it was almost spring. I literally had to recheck the calendar and confirm real quick.
With beautiful things in life comes the close proximity of the ugliness that can sometimes be realer than anything else.
This week rough personally. This happens a lot more often theses days because I’m intentionally purging years and years of suppressed gunk, so it’s all in the name of love and healing.
It is real life,
but I’m embracing and allowing the outpouring of every emotion to hit me whilst I wrestle in prayer and look for the break in the storm.
Before you let love in you have to let the poison out. I always knew it was there but I ignored how serious it was and how much of a hindrance to growth it would be. I’m a whole woman now, and just dealing with things that I should have allowed myself to deal with ages ago.
All good and better now then never. It’s never to late or too early and when it happens, it’s the right time, in honestly believe that in the depths of my soul. There is a season for everything and everything has its perfect time.
It’s very comforting to know and trust this especially when you think you have missed the mark and time has passed you by. Never.
Your time is yours.
Sometimes I wish for certain things to have happened for me yesterday now, but in reality nothing in me could have sustained them until I did the work.
Im doing the work so that I can receive what I was meant to. I feel vulnerable, and scared, but I’m excited and happy at the same time and so ready to get over the hump and walk into the overflow.
Grace upon grace xx.