Today I’m feeling really sleepy. For good reason though.
No wild nights for this one.
Yesterday I was the most productive I’ve been in so long and what it confirmed for me is that I can do it.
I found the motivation to get the job done and not make excuses. The job being, the goals I have set for myself.
The small sacrifices that hurt now,
but will pay off in the near future.
Without saying too much, I’m finally taking the plunge and putting my money where my mouth is, making my daydreams more tangible and laying aside the excuses as to why I can’t do things.
At the turn of the new year, my focus was less on the ever exciting world that is resolutions which would be dead by now, and more on actually shifting my focus to less dreaming and more actual action taking.
Less waiting for the perfect time and more doing something that will eventually lead to the vision in my head.
The small bricks.
The foundations. The hard, silent work that everybody who has made an impact would have had to journey through.
I’ll admit. I tried to bypass the process, cheat the system in a sense.
I’ve quickly learned that, that is a sure fire way to walk around a mountain for 40 years. Insanity.
You can’t chokehold destiny and the will of God into doing what you want, when you aren’t ready.
And so begins the silent night.
The loney valley, I’ve walked here before but unlike last time I’m prepared. I have done the mental work to get me to understand that for now this is my lot.
As do seasons, this too shall pass.
*I walked down the road and found this little spot. I had to take pictures.
*Who did I think I was
I Hope that you resolve to get things done and stick to it. For you.
Skirt seen here as well+ knit: HM